Saturday, July 11, 2009

Do you think that when we are sad we need to just let-it-go or get-it-out once and for all so we can move on?
I don't think so actually.I find that even after letting-it-out you settle into this unspoken sorrow. The type that just hangs over you. Long and silent. There's no immediately getting better after that. So instant back to normal. This heavy heavy sorrow that follows you. Somehow you cant cry anymore. Tears are emotions of the moment, this is not a momentary sadness, this lingers. Then suddenly unsuspectingly, small little things trigger a sudden wave of intense feelings. The brochure of the trip we took together, the ducks at river torrens, the footy on tv.
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3 comments:

hongyi said...

hey gurl,
are you ok? :( i mean, of course u're not o.k. else u wouldn't be posting up something like this! hopefully you're feeling a bit better by the time you read this :)

maybe u're in the same situation as i am. i just got off the phone with danny and let out all the frustrations i hv about our long-distance relationship. for now, i feel totally relieved and at peace because i hv finally voiced out all my pent-up emotions. i def believe in letting out all that's inside and dealing with how u feel once-n-for-all, but i think this should be done only when the timing's right...

ldr's very, very tough and i think, through observation, that only some people are able to do it. it's even harder when u're doing such a demanding course. :P but if u hv faith n trust in the relationship, im certain it will work.

shoot me an email if u need to talk in private :)

Alex said...

hang tough girl, face them head on and triumph over it

purplejelly said...

Hey girl, thank u so much for ur words of encouragement, they were really timely, really helped me a bit =)

my emo-ness, were more that feeling u get when u have to say goodbye again, somehow even after so many goodbyes, they are still so hard. The emo-ness, just needs a little time and prayer to heal. :)

Thank you for your words though, they really helped much, and encourage me that ldr can be done! =)

Oh alex, thank you too, from the bottom of my heart =)